I'm currently struggling with who I really am. I know I'm outgoing, I love photography, and I'm okay at drawing, but I don't know about my schooling. I love kids and that's why I'm being a child and youth care counsellor, but is that really what I want? I think it is but I'm just not motivated anymore because I study so super hard and I still come out with just barely passing grades. I was so upset about a midterm I wrote that I thought I did amazing on that I cried in front of my teacher in her psychology office. She offered some help but I'm just not motivated. What am I doing wrong? Hence why I never have new pictures up. I'm so drawn out of everything I do lately that I spend time with my bf, roommate, sleeping, or at volleyball and I don't know what I'm going to do now becuase volleyball is over now.

On a bright note, my roommate and I decorated our rather small (but college student affordable) Christmas tree and some of out house. Maybe I'll just take some pictures of that and put them in a folder being edited. There's something new for me to do!